2003-11-25 - 10:43 a.m.
Fuck i'm miserable right now. Honestly i wish that i could say that i was strong enough to deal with all this but i'm not and i need to talk to her. I NEED to confront her NOW Because Damn i give that girl WWWWAAAAAYYYY To much power over me. I can't just sit on my wrists whilst i slit them can i? and know that everyday i wake to find another knife stuck half way into my back which i choose so self-righteously to roll-over on to cease it's protrusion. What a life to live is that? If always to appear thus but be so the other. And have no reverence nor reservations as i return to these former hindrances chains of my addictions the stout, the fucking acid grind till your hair falls out, endless cures for another, trade one for each other, in between the toes the violence only grows, to make me silent.
Only you know why when i go i'll take you with me but not These words to foolish ears will pass: i love you regardless of things said in haste.
.trip. - .fall. - .bounce. - .ashes ashes . - .we all. - .fall down.
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