2003-12-29 - 11:56 p.m.
I'm sad as shit right now. I'm back at home she is gone back to that monster, i mean her father. I want to kill him. Oops. No nevermind i won't bite my tongue. I hate him I wish him ill. And frankly i don't care if thinking thusly condemns my soul to hell. I would rather live life in heaven and die death in hell. it's so childish of me to think that way but i am deep inside very very angry. Angry at Myself for the things that were forced upon me which I took so long to cut myself free from. And Angry now that i cannot cut her free. The blades are dull now that i have grinded them slowly on that God damn slippery rope. The fact that your her father is paper thin insignificant to me in a mind so thick with her and everything and everyone see and have been. Sorry i'm babbling my ass off i am drunk as a skunk. so nighty night.
.trip. - .fall. - .bounce. - .ashes ashes . - .we all. - .fall down.
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