I invented a dance it is called the velociraptor.

2003-06-29 - 6:49 p.m.

things are oh so complicated in this bric-a-brac town of thieves and assholes. I worry sometimes that i might drown in the self indulgence of it all. But i remind myself that we all start over sometimes needlessly or is it rather heedlessly, say what you will of reckless abandonment i like to think of it as a filter of sorts, to what i have not come to terms with..in my conscious voice. I have made it a rather silly habit of drawing upon similarity (without right or point) for example the one i miss most called me a few weeks ago and said a friend of hers had died in an auto wreak not but a week later a friend of mine past under similar circumstances. I reflected on this for quiet a while comparing and contrasting the resent events that had shaped our breathing. i had all but dismissed it as coincidence on one Sunday lingering, i was speaking to my father about why a puddle of tears had suddenly appeared beneath my feet in times so dry. I could only resolve that i could not contain my suffocation any longer without her around my breath was stifled and short. i had not breathed gently or completely since her lacking and i worried i would soon lose my ability to cover my sad disposition. Father always callous reminded me that though i may feel so, she may not, and by the by when was the last time she called.. i said.. nearly a week ago. He quickly followed my reply with.. well then isn't it obvious that she cares not half as much as you do? Then i began to doubt if she did care... she says she cares and misses me terribly. His only rebuttal was a look of knowledge that only years can bring. At which i knew my place as the loser of this discourse. We continued to speak on the failures of our lives and within ten minutes my phone rang.

.trip. - .fall. - .bounce. - .ashes ashes . - .we all. - .fall down.

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