2003-10-24 -
there is something peaceful about being here, and knowing you don't care. And no matter what i do things will really never change. i will never get through to you, things will never change. and the planets still align themselves just for you. Things will never change, I cannot decline anymore in your eyes, and there is something peaceful in that cold thought. So i'll always be the same... i guess i can stop worrying... stop looking for the distance to disappear. it only grows that much nearer. it's been a week... it's hard for me to deal with putting another anniversary on my calendar of losses wall....
Maybe I'll be beautiful without you...
(i'm a freak i know... rapid cycling bipolar - with short manic episodes intertwined with the long dragging periods of depression... i love it! Give me my fucking pills...)
.trip. - .fall. - .bounce. - .ashes ashes . - .we all. - .fall down.
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