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2003-10-14 - 2:08 a.m.

so i went home for the weekend and tried to remove myself from everything and anything that reminded me of her. we i got the removed part right. but i was still reminded constantly. I find as the days pile up i aquire more and more opinions from friends and the like, on what is going through her head. i really don't care anymore what these people think is going on in her head because chances are they are wrong. and if i am going to continue to be so sullen i would prefer not to have the added input saying i am wasting my time feeling so. All this, all that, if i could only rely on my own input and say-so... It seems, I (the most emotionally down and pessimistic person i know), am actually the most positive person in this situation at this time. I keep holding on, which the me of last year would have found insane, completely. I would have dropped all hope, need and contact instantly like i have done with so many other people who hurt me or in someway made it hard for me to live. I used to think i was stronger last year/before but i guess i was really just more like most people. willing to accept nothing as an answer, rather than deal with the repercussions of understanding the why. I recorded five new songs for my demo this weekend all very similarly themed. But i couldn't help but feel the same, here and there.

.trip. - .fall. - .bounce. - .ashes ashes . - .we all. - .fall down.

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