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2004-10-23 - 12:22 a.m.

So Money asked me to post this letter she found in her big box of stuff I wrote for her. So here it is..don't ask me why I posted the actual letter and then translated my primative hand writting below...just don't ask.

The letter reads:
"my love,
you mean the world to me
Everytime I see you I think
I change a little more
grow on the inside
I know that it means so much to
you that I am happy and with you
I am happy
You help me everyday to cope
with the demons that chase me
all over this campus
Now when I look in someone elses
eyes I see more than just my reflection
I see them Their pain, their stuggles
which are as valid as mine
this strength I have learned stemmed
from you.
You make me smile like no one else can
The funny emails and letters and
messages I get from you give me
that extra bounce in my step and I
am so grateful to have you
I think I should start writting in pen
because the things I say now I
will never regret and never want to
change. I am sure of what I say now
I am positive and I want this to be
permanent."

Sometimes I like to pretend we aren't together just torture myself
Just to give myself some perspective
This is how low I would be without you:

(taken from a note I wrote last year at some point)

I'll give you all I have inside
All I ask it that you realize
I love you
I need you
And I cannot let go.
I know that I make you hurt.
I am selfish when I am this low
This is my life, take it please it's going to waste
I require it no longer
without you it means nothing to me.
I'll carry the burden of losing you all my life
I can see no other way
Because how can I say that it's okay
to not have you
How can I forget
the only real love I have and ever will have known?
The less that I see of you the more that I know about how my life will end.
These words are inadequate
the proper ones just not yet invented to describe how much I love you
how wonderful you are
I don't deserve to even sit near you
let alone write this note
So I'll never send it and you'll never know
That I've spent my whole life waiting to feel your glow.

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