2003-10-01 - 7:11 p.m.
Why do i do this? I get all self rightous about being fucked over and yet i don't even know if i am being fucked over. I just stress myself out and create these big giant conspiracy theories about the love in my life hating me into the dirt and pretty soon its true. I guess at first i had some kind of excuse for that crap i have gone through some bad stuff now it's just fucking tiring. I mean i have to quit this bullshit or suffer the consequences of my drop shakedness ie never ever letting anyone get close to me again. Well i am sure if you have been following my diary this seems to make a drop of sense well maybe not it almost makes little or no sense to me, but i left some drama about my ex violence and such. I'm not making a lot of sense right now i really need to talk to carrot. Maybe she is trying to teach me a lesson its working...
.trip. - .fall. - .bounce. - .ashes ashes . - .we all. - .fall down.
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